I awoke after sleeping in with my girls and Nicole made pancakes for breakfast. Now up and channel hopping and the girls are chilling. Freezing outside again so no desire to open any door or window. Nope vegetate is the way to attack this day.
So a whole day of just relaxing and sleeping and watching sport and chatting to the girls. It was a nice cold winters day and Simon made Salmon, mushrooms, cream and pasta and it was good, thanks Simon.
Evening came and the girls were watching a Disney movie and I was just lying in the lounge and started to feel a little down. It is amazing that even in the midst of loved ones and sometimes in a room full of friends you can feel so alone.
It is strange that after been with a partner for so long it takes a while to unravel oneself and find the true Ted again. It all takes time and realising that a certain stage of your life is over and a new adventure beckons, however before you are truly ready to face this journey, some training and preparation is required. This so called limbo state is that and it is sad and hard and a lonely trip.
"When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on
Don't let yourself go,
'cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes"
Great song and an appreciate way to say goodnight.
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